All I want to say is I love you

[Green Day Rox]

okay here it goes, I've been writing this on my other forums but I thought I would share this with you guys as well. Oh and sorry about the big blocks of story.

I walked out the door with a smirk on my face knowing I had made him feel bad.

"Billie, you fucking asshole get back here!" he yelled running after me.

I walked faster keeping myself two paces ahead of him. I knew that if I slowed down I would have to face him and what I had said.

"Billie, please stop! I want to talk to you!" he yelled finally running fast enough to catch up to me.

I rolled my eyes as he grabbed my arm and turned me around with what muscles he had. As I looked up from the ground he punched me.

"Frank you fucker!" I yelled punching him back as he held his hand in disbelief.

I jumped on him as a disgruntled Mike pulled me off of Frank I screamed in anger. Mike only held onto me tighter as I tried to force myself free of his grip.

"Billie stop being a rebel we need him to be our drummer!" yelled Mike as I ran back into the house furious with him and Frank.

I slammed the door behind me as I ran into the house. I was mad that Mike had offered this guy named Frank or as he called himself "The Tre Cool", the job of drummer in our band.

"Tre fucking Cool eh? I'll give him Tre fucking Cool" I muttered slowly getting louder as I threw a vase across the room.

I heard it hit the wall and smash as I threw myself down on the couch. Why did Mike always try to run the band behind my back? I thought as I crossed my arms. I didn't get enough time to answer myself because I heard the door open.

"Billie, What the fuck was that?!" Mike yelled as he stomped over to the couch. I took a deep breath then raised my head off the couch

"What the fuck did you think that was? I'm sick and tired of you running this shithole of a band behind my back! If you want to change drummers tell me!" I yelled with my eyes glaring furiously.

Mike looked away with tears in his eyes and ran out the door. I then realised I had fucked up big time. I got up with a jolt of energy and jogged to the door. I saw Mike sitting on the step crying, with his head in his hands. I walked out the door and sat on the step beside Mike.

I put my arm around him and he pulled away, angry that I had come out. "Mike... I'm so sorry. I shouldn't be acting like this. I just think that John will be a good drummer for our band." I said finally getting him into a hug with his face shoved into my chest.

Mike looked up at me. "Have you even heard him play?" Mike said snivelling. I looked at him and saw his worried expression turn to seriousness.

"No I haven't." I said with a look of shock on my face as Mike pushed me away and ran inside. I sat there feeling numb until I heard Mike talking to someone.

As I entered the house I saw Mike on the phone. "Yeah Tre bring your drumset over, I need you to show Billie what your all about." he said hanging up the phone. I looked at Mike.

"Don't look at me like that Billie-Joe Armstrong. You need to here this guy and that is the end of this conversation." Mike said confidently then walking out the door and sitting on the step.

I sat down on the step with sigh and looked at Mike. I could feel the wind starting to pick up. Even as I stared at Mike I could smell ran coming.
"Do you really think he's a good drummer?" I grunted out, my tonuge and mouth feeling like sand paper.
He looked at me with an annoyed face.

"Do you seriously think I'd lead you wrong Billie?"

I laughed as the Tre fucking Cool came driving up to my house in his shitty car. As he got out of the car I noticed myself shaking with anticipation. Tre had a look of business as he began to unload his drumset. His brown hair was greasy and very untidy. His garments were also dirty and as he got help from Mike, I laughed at the thought of him being "The best drummer in the world".

"Hey goof are you going to help or not?" yelled Mike as he almost lost his grip on part of the drumset. Billie got up off the step with all haste and ran towards them grabbing the gleaming drumset just in time. When they finally got the drumset together Billie sat down on the couch facing it.

"So.. prove me wrong."

With that Tre started to warm up with simple tricks, then moved into complicated rolls and flams. After awhile of playing he stopped to see a very skeptical Billie looking at him. "What?" he said in disbelief.

"I'm still not impressed we need to jam with you to know if your really good." Billie said with an annoyed voice.

Mike already had his bass in his hands, knowing Billie would ask that. Billie grabbed his guitar and they started to play. After awhile of silence from the drums, Tre kicked in and the band sounded amazing.

"That fucking rocked. Tre you deserve the name given to you. You are the Tre fucking Cool and no one can beat that. If they do I'll fucking beat them up!" yelled an excited Billie as Tre agreed to be in the band. Mike looked undecided. "What's wrong now?" Billie asked.

"I think we need to rename the band so we can forget about John."

Billie looked at him smiling in agreement. "Any ideas?" he said looking around at the two of them with complete happiness.

"How 'bout Green Day?"

With growing pleasure on his face Billie-Joe Armstrong wandered the streets of his small neighbourhood. He stumbled around the sidewalk trying not to spill any beer as he talked incoherantly to himself. He felt no worries of predators in the night as he tripped over a rock and spilled his beer. "FUCK!" he screamed trying to save all the beer he could. Billie-Joe was so taken back by his tripping he didn't hear the car pull up beside him.

"Hey Billie! Did you forget about me you fucker?" he said kicking Billie in the side. With that Billie fell flat to the ground and held his side with pain. As he looked up the man kicked him again. Billie grunted with pain.

"Wwhat dddo yyyou wwant John?"

Billie said staggering to his feet before John could kick him again. John grabbed ahold of Billie and punched him hard in the face. Blood squirted from Billie's nose as he held it breathing hard with pain. "Just to tell you that your a worthless piece of shit and I hate you." he said kicking him to the ground and with that Billie was beat within an inch of death by John and his buddies. They left a battered and bleeding Billie-Joe Armstrong to die in a gutter.

The next morning Mike Dirnt and The Tre Fucking Cool went out searching for Billie. As they walked down the street hung over from the partying from the night before they couldn't help but keep an akward silence between them. They knew something had gone horriblily wrong. They reached a street where they had left the party and saw something black and red laying in the gutter. It was Billie. He was wearing his black leather jacket and was surrounded by blood. Mike knelt down beside Billie as Tre ran down the street screaming for help.

"Who did this to you?" whispered Mike

[Green Day Rox]

Laying underneath the golden sun, Tre and Mike waited for news on Billie's condition. The smell of sick people and cleaning chemicals had driven them to lay outside the hospital, while Billie struggled to hold onto life itself.

The birds were chirping happily, while tension kept the two boys silent. Mike sat up suddenly with panic and looked at Tre with a ghostly white face.
"What are we going to do if he dies?" he said with worry and panic risiing in him. The thought of death made Tre's normally flush face go white with fear.

Fear engulfed both of them and they felt a sudden chill in the wind. They both looked at each other and nodded in agreement. At the nodd, both of them got up and went through the sliding door of the hospital. The stench of rotting people and cleaner greeted them instantly. As they walked down the halway towards Billie's room, they felt their fears grow. A grim looking doctor walked forward.

"Mr. Dirnt?"

Mike nodded and followed the doctor to a corner, while Tre sat down on the floor holding himself tightly. "Mr. Armstrong is in a grave condition. No pun intended. Who ever did this wanted him dead." said the doctor with a look of intelligence. "Yeah I knew that. Tell me something I don't know. Like is he gonna live?" Mike snapped back furious with the doctor.

"There is a chance he may not live. If his body cannot handle the infection then he will die. Good day Mr. Dirnt." said the very angry doctor walking away.

Tre rocked back and forth faster as Mike walked over with big wet tears falling out of his eyes. "What? Whats wrong? Is he dead?" Tre said jumping up grabbing a hold of Mike and shaking him.

"Billie may die soon."

Tre and Mike held each other in an embrace of hurt and worry. "Mike he can't die." he said crying into Mike's shoulder. The Angry doctor passed by once again and went into Billie's room. Mike could feel Tre's heart beat faster as the doctor walked out.

"Can we see him?" Tre asked.

The doctor gave Tre a surprised look of shock, then nodded and continued walking down the halway as if nothing happened. Tre ran like lighting into the blue hospital room and almost threw up. "Shit..." he said holding his stomach. Billie was laying on the bed with tubes coming out from every spot possible. His face was bruised and swollen. His eyes were puffy and were closed. Even in a drug induced sleep, his face contorted with pain as he moved a bit.

"Billie.." Mike said sitting on the edge of the bed feeling Billie's arm. It was broken from the kicking of his attackers. Billie jumped up with fear as he awoke. "JOHN YOU PIECE OF SHIT" he yelled in a delrious state, kicking and thrashing out.

"Billie it's me Mike!"

He cried trying to hold Billie down. As Tre sung in a sweet angelic voice, Billie stopped moving and laid down looking at Mike. His eyes were glassed over from what Mike could see of them. "He's not awake. He's just delrious. I also have a feeling John did this." he said looking up at Tre with instant suspcision. Tre nodded seriously and together they walked out the room after whispering to Billie, "Don't die on us we'll get John for you."

John walked down the street alone and frightened. If Mike and Tre had found out who beat the living shit out of Billie, he had no chance of getting away. He inched up to the side of a house and peeked around the yellow wall. He saw the street was deserted and occasionally the wind would pick up and a bag would fly across the street. His fears subsided, knowing he was safe for the moment. He walked out from behind the paneling on the wall and continued to walk down the side walk.

"Oh Johnny boy!"

Tre and Mike ambushed John just as he came out from behind the corner. Mike grabbed ahold of John and pulling his arms behind his back while Tre faced him.
"What the fuck did you do to Billie?" asked Tre giving John an evil look; Silence. "Not talking eh? Well I can make you talk, you son of a BITCH" screamed Tre punching John in the face.

Blood squirted from his nose as he breathed heavily from the pain.

Billie rolled over and felt the pain in his arm flare and burn. He groaned feeling his whole body burn and procrastinate against his very will to live for Green Day. He felt awake but couldn't move his body and as Mike and Tre walked in, Billie struggled to show them he was awake. Mike sat down on the bed beside Billie, while Tre took the other side.

"Billie, we did it, we beat John up. He won't hurt you again." Mike whispered

Billie tried with all his might to move and give his boys a sign that he knew and loved them. He started to cry and yell as Tre and Mike hugged each other crying, and telling each other that he may die but at least he got justice. They walked out wiping tears off their sad faces as Billie sat in limbo trying to hold on.

Tre and Mike sat outside Billie's room waiting for the doctor to tell them what was happening with Billie. "Tre what do you think we could do if Billie died?" Mike said looking at him. Tre's face went white and he opened his mouth to say something when the doctor walked up. "He's not in a good condition at all Mr. Dirnt and Mr. Cool. He's inches from death and the infection has him in a comma." the doctor said then looked at them with a smug face and walked away. Both of them walked back into the room and looked at Billie.

"Mike..." said a weak voice.

Mike looked up at Billie and saw he was delirous but awake and out of his comma. "Where am I?" he said as Tre and Mike rushed over and sat down on the bed holding onto Billie. Again they said something to Billie but he didn't anwser back and soon Billie was back in a deep sleep. "He's gonna live Tre. Maybe we should tell him the story of how we beat John. It will give him strength." Mike said. Tre nodded in agreement.

FLASH BACK

"Guys don't please. I'm sorry! I just don't like the idea of him being the drummer now so I was showing Billie who's boss!" yelled John after being punch in the face a few more times. Tre looked discusted and punched John hard in the stomach. John who was white from blood loss threw up with the impact. "Please I'm sorry." he said weakly looking up a him with blood hanging from his lips. "Billie could die and your gonna pay for it you bastard!" yelled Tre slugging John as Mike finally started hitting him too with anger. They left John on a street corner like Billie. As they walked down the street back to the hospital Tre said something breaking the thin silence.

"Got jealous didn't ya? Couldn't stand the fact I was doing all the punching?"

FLASH BACK ENDS

Mike and Tre giggled with tears pouring from their eyes as they sat on the chairs by Billie's bed keeping a strict watch over him. Soon they found that sleep was taking over them and they let the sandman douse them with sleep. Meanwhile, Billie sat their laughing about Tre and Mike but was crying because he had almost came back from limbo. Now he knew that the chance of him ever getting out was slim.

[Green Day Rox]

Billie watch serenely as Mike and Tre slept wishing he could go over and comfort them because with each new dream of horror their bodies would twitch and tremble. Billie moved feeling the urge to try again. The air in limbo was full of fog and Billie had a flash back to a previous memory as he got up.

FLASH BACK

"Billie your death is close and now you will understand why you should never mess around with me." said John kicking Billie once more before leaving his buddies to finish him off. Billie screamed for help as they came up and surrounded him. One covered his mouth with a dirty blue cloth as they advanced and started to circle beat him.

"FUCK!" he screamed as they took the cloth out of his mouth and left him in a gutter bleeding to death. Billie had felt his arm snap in the confusion of kicking and now knew it was broken. Soon he passed out with the pain.

FLASH BACK ENDS

When Billie opened his eyes he wasn't in limbo anymore. The air was regular with no fog in it. He tried to move his arm and found it moved with ease, but with the waking from limbo Billie felt the pain in his body double. He cried out as he tried to move his broken arm.

"Shit."

Tre and Mike jumped out of their chairs when Billie broke the silence of the room. Mike ran over as Tre held his head because he bumped it off the chair. "Billie are you actually awake?" Mike said looking into Billie's clear eyes to find them alert and ready for action. Billie nodded and said,

"I need some painkillers though."

They laughed with ease knowing that the hardest part of Billie's recovery was over. As they laughed Mike pressed the call button and a nurse walked in.
"We need moriphine pronto!" yelled Tre gigling with glee.

Tre and Mike left the room as the nurse called the doctor promising Billie they wouldn't leave the hospital without him. They sat down on the floor outside Billie's room and soon found that the akward silence that had kept them distant had lifted. Mike and Tre were soon talking fastly and their laughter rang through the halways of the hospital. They had a false sense of hope that Billie was finally alright. He had only pulled through the comma.

The doctor exited the room with a grim smile on his face. "Ahh.. Mr. Dirnt and Mr. Cool. I have some good and bad news for you. Mr. Armstrong has pulled through the comma for sure, but all is not well with him. The infection may haunt him for the rest of his life. Also he will need physical therapy for his arm." he said then continued on with more to say. "You can take Mr. Armstrong home today, but if anything weird happens I want him back here immediately."
Mike and Tre nodded and grabbed a hold of an unsteady Billie-Joe.

Upon entering Mike's house Billie sighed with relief and the two boys sat around him as he began to tell them the story of limbo. Billie's eyes glassed over and soon he was like a robot...

FLASH BACK

The fog swirled around him as his eyes closed and the last thing he remembered was being in a hospital. "Mike, what can we do?" asked Tre. He was talking very loud and Billie was soon annoyed. "SHUT THE FUCK UP TRE!" he screamed then opened his eyes. Billie realised that he wasn't in his body anymore. The thick fog had swept him away and now he was floating around outside his body watching Tre and Mike grieve for him. He could see how hurt they were and wanted to wake up and show them he was there. Then the fog swept over him again as he heard himself shout something about John.

When Billie finally woke up again the fog was thicker than before and Mike was talking. "We got him Billie. He'll never hurt you again." said Mike with tears pouring out of his eyes as Tre held onto him. The fog went thick again and the next time he woke up was the momment that he had made it out of comma. "We need moriphine proto!"

END FLASH BACK

Billie finished his suspense filled story to feel sick and tired. Tre and Mike though confused and mystified knew he needed to sleep. So they cared a drugged up Billie into Mike's room and left him to sleep in the bed...
With Billie sound asleep in Mike's bed, Tre and Mike went downstairs and sat on the couch. They both had the same thing on their minds now that they knew Billie was okay. "So do you think we should tell him?" Tre asked biting his lower lip. Mike stared at him with a smile and answered with kiss. "I think he should know, but lets wait til he's completely recovered. I don't want to give him a heart attack to go along with his recent problems." he said pushing Tre down into a laying position.

"Tre do you want me?"

He nodded quickly as Mike's face swooped down closer to his and their lips met. He opened his mouth as Mike's tongue pushed forward and he groaned loudly as Mike's hand started to work magic under his shirt. Mike pulled Tre into his arms and as they laided together side by side on the leather couch, they knew what was going to happen next.

Billie rolled over feeling the pain in his body had left. He felt cool and as he got up he remembered that he had only come home from the hospital awhile ago. He walked onto the cool tile floor of Mike's bathroom and looked in the mirror as he relieved himself. After brushing his hair, Billie made his way downstairs. He walked through the front hall and felt that he had regained the confidence and strength he once had. He entered the living room looking for his band mates, and found them asleep on the couch holding each other.

"WAKE THE FUCK UP!" Billie screamed making Tre and Mike jump up in a flash.

They stared at Billie with surprise then realised they had been caught in the act. "What the fuck is up with all the hand holding on the couch?" Billie asked giggling with glee. Tre's pale face went flush as he realised that Billie was back at his old jokes. "Good to see your better." Mike said walking out of the living room and into the kitchen. Billie looked up at the clock with surprise.

"Guys it's only 9:00pm..."

After a quick and light snack of left over pizza and coffee they left the house to find a bar. They walked down the Bouelvard glancing into bars until they found the perfect one. The perfect bar to the three inseparable boys was full of women. They entered it with full smiles on their faces. Everyone glanced up at them as they walked to the bar and ordered their first drinks of the night.

The crowd of people in the bar knew who they were because Mike, and Billie had played at this bar often with John. "Billie where's John and what happened to you?" asked Gina a regular whore that John frequented to. "John beat me up if you wanted to know. We found a way better drummer. This is The Tre Fucking Cool. Have you met him yet?" Billie asked looking serious.

Gina giggled and answered no then follow Tre off to a table. When Billie turned around to tell Mike about Tre's new follower he found that,Mike had disappeared and only a beautiful woman was left standing in his place. Billie looked around quickly and saw Mike seated at a table with a blonde. "Figures.." he muttered then turned to the brunette beside him. He studied her face and saw that he was fascinated by her beautiful complexion and irreistable looks. "Hey, my name is Billie. I don't think I've had the pleasure of meeting you off stage" he said looking at her and remembering that he had sung to her at one concert.

"Adrienne, I think your band is amazing. I'm sorry to hear about your trouble with your ex drummer."she said shaking Billie's available hand. Billie gazed a her with wonder and as the night wore on he became close to her. She was like an angel and on his way out of the bar with her, she gave him her number and continued walking down the street. Billie walked with to her house and asked once again if it was alright if could crash at her house. "It's fine Billie. Please don't worry about it." she giggled and pushed him against the door lightly, then kissing him on the lips. Billie entered Adrienne's house and soon found that the couch in her room was very comfy as he laid down on it with Adrienne comfortably wraped up in his arms.

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Adrienne woke up feeling numb and stiff as she rolled off the couch. "I don't remember falling asleep on the couch..." she mumbled getting up and shivering. She wondered how she stayed warm all night sleeping on the couch without a blanket. Then she turned around and looked at the couch. Billie was sleeping peacefully on the couch with his arms out as though he was still holding onto her. Adrienne looked at Billie and remembered the night before as she watched his hands and legs twitch. Then she was giggling like a school girl when Billie woke up with a startled, "Woah where am I?"

Adrienne was laughing louder as though it was the most funniest thing she had ever seen. "Billie, do you even remember what happened last night?" she asked feeling the strength in her legs give out as she sat down on the couch. Billie shook his head and grabbed ahold of Adrienne. "Of course I remember. Last night I met an angel and it appears that she is still here." he said leaning forward to kiss her lightly on the lips. The kiss sent Adrienne into fit of nervous giggles.

"Hows your arm?" she said now red with laughter.

"Better, I just hope I can still play guitar when this damn cast comes off." Billie said with a look of determination on his face as he pushed Adrienne down on the couch and kissed her again. Adrienne didn't laugh this time, she only looked up into Billie's eyes and felt that he was the man she always wanted.

"Adrienne..."

"Call me Adie" she said pulling Billie on top of her and kissing him square on the lips, then opening her mouth to let his tongue in as she felt his push against her lips. Adrienne started to breathe harder as Billie pulled up her shirt and began to caress her soft skin. "Billie... fuck me now." she moaned out to him. He leaned forward and kissed her then began to pull off his clothes.

"Tre, do you think we should tell Billie about our little fling?" Mike asked kissing Tre's bare, sweaty shoulder. He groaned slightly then looked at Mike again. "I don't know. It could ruin the band or maybe our fun times together." he said kissing Mike then putting his head on his chest. Mike closed his eyes in agreement and felt himself drift off into sleep.

"Mike? Tre? What the..." Billie said walking into Mike's room. Adrienne grabbed ahold of Billie and laughed as the two love birds lying in the bed moved about with exhaustion. "What were you guys doing last night?" asked Billie as he saw a naked Tre get out of the bed and wrap a towel around his waist. "What does it look like Billie? They were having a fling?" Adrienne said giggling as Tre blushed realizing she was there. Mike bolted out of the bed the minute he heard Adrienne's voice. "Woah sorry 'bout this Billie...umm... and you miss.." Mike mumbled as he walked into the bathroom butt naked and started to get a shower ready. "So is this a fling or love?" Adrienne asked pushing the issue. Billie looked at her with shock. "What? You want to know as well. Your just to scared to say anything." Tre blushed and looked at Billie. "It's just a fling... were not umm... in love or anything like that." he said and ran into the confides of the bathroom. Billie laughed staring at Adrienne and her "balls of steel" as Billie would like to say.

"So... do you want to go get some breakfast?"

[Kill]

Um. That's good, yet disturbing. lol, are you done? Is it complete?

[Green Day Rox]

Billie laughed with glee as Adrienne seamlessly switched the conversation to breakfast. Billie nodded with a smile on his face and held a hand out to her. Adrienne felt like she was on the top of the world as she grabbed a hold of Billie's hand with a firm grip. They walked out into the kitchen of Mike's house and left a note for the guys. "So where do you want to eat Adie?" Billie asked emphasizing her name. Adrienne swung Billie's hand back and forth a bit as she thought about the various cafe's on the block. "We should go to this cozy little cafe down the street." she finally said leading Billie down the street.

Upon entering the cafe Billie saw it was a small room with various country decorations. "It's just like you said. Cozy and comfortable." Billie said kissing Adrienne on the lips. They took a seat in a booth by the window and waited for service. "Adrienne! It's been so long!" squealed Madame Rosy as she saw Adrienne sit at the table with a young man. "Hello Rosy!" Adrienne said in surprise and gave her a hug. The plump woman then looked over to Billie. "Now who would this fine man be?" She asked looking at Adrienne with joy filled eyes.

"Oh, this is Billie Joe Armstrong." Adrienne said blushing.

"Now he is fine looking young man." Rosy said chuckling as she pulled out an order sheet, "The usual Adrienne?" Billie looked over to Adrienne and smiled as she said yes. "Whats the usual?" he whispered over to her. "Oh just a regular Sunday breakfast. Billie will have one as well and could we get some coffee. I'd like mine black, what about you Billie?" she said looking at him and blushing. "Black is fine thanks."


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"Babe, I think this is more than a fling." Mike said after getting out of the shower swollen with kisses and pruned from the water. Tre nodded as he wrapped a towel around his wet body. They both knew that Billie would accept them being in love, but this wasn't the time or moment to worry Billie with their confessions of love. Tre laid down on the edge of the bed thinking about what would happen if anyone found out about their love relationship. Being so taken over by thought, he didn't realize Mike had climbed onto the bed with him. As he came out of thought he gave a yelp of surprise to find Mike's face only inches from his. "I love it when you do that." Mike said leaning in and kissing Tre with passion. He would be happy if he could spend the day just staring at Tre, but he knew time was limited as Adrienne and Billie could be back anytime.


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After leaving the cafe and leaving Adrienne, who had to go home, he knew what had to be done. Billie walked down the Boulevard occasionally glancing into shops until he finally found the shop he was looking for. "Good Day sir" said the doorman as he walked through the open door. Billie examined the various items on display until he found the perfect one. "That is a fine purchase sir." the clerk said as he paid for the item in cash. Billie felt a sense of accomplishment as he walked down to another shop and purchased the last thing he needed to make his life perfect. He had only known this woman for a few days, but he knew it was love.

okay thats it!

[makeshiftwings56]

It was....good....but...kinda wierd. Usually, the slash thing is Billie and Mike. But I liked it.

[TABBY]

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm, that was a lil to disturbing for me, i hated it, sorry , but its just a lil to...........fake, and stuff, and kinda insulting.

[billieiscool]

it was weird... very weird...

[billiejoeroxmysox]

I think that was a bit harsh, iwannamarrytrecool. But I suppose we're all entitled to our own opinion...

I loved it by the way although it was disturbing and wierd. ;D

[delilahx]

;D ;Dheck yes! i loved it! billie...*drool* ;D ;D

[good but disturbing]

It was good, but the whole Mike and Tre thing was a little disturbing though. It was good other than that. ;D