Post by fuckoffanddie on Jul 1, 2006 16:11:22 GMT -5
This is a fic that I am quite proud of; hope you like it. It's pretty long, so I'll be doing it in chapters-Rose
Tell me why it had to end up this way?
You’re gone and the few scattered pictures are all I have to remember you. I made it this way. Everything I did led up to this; because everything I did was wrong. I had to confront you; I had to get in your face to prove to you once and for all. And see what that did? That ruined everything. That made it possible for you to leave easier and with less, or if any, guilt.
What was it you called me… A “piece of trash”? I think those were the right words. If not; then I must be hard of hearing. I remember that coming from your lips. The lips I had thought so perfect, filled with contempt and anger. I never got to ask you where the anger came from. So now, I decided, would be the perfect time to ask you. Now, while I have the chance.
If you refuse to answer me, so be it. But know that I will always be there at the back of your mind. A simple shadow in the darkness; always reminding you. Answer now Billie; answer now before you’re chance is over. There are no second shots; not one more tries. Life only goes one way Bill, like a current pulling you out to sea. Don’t fight it, it shall fight back; don’t try and beat it, it hits harder; don’t try and save yourself, you shall only drown faster.
I’m drowning Billie; remember those pills you found? The “Advil”. You were right in suspecting something was wrong; everything was wrong. They were my life preserver, my only stop from drowning. You’re watching my final descent you know; the last stop before hell. If I go down, you’re coming down with me. If I ride the last train to oblivion, you shall be there at my side. Are you ready Billie? The time has come for the ride, and you are coming with me. Watch this Billie. It’s a magic trick; that’s right. Harmless. Watch me closely; wait for a surprise to appear. Are you ready for the surprise Billie; ready for the time of your life?
Illumination; stars Billie, stars and a roar. It’s all that’s left. Remember that now. Remember the bullet hole in your skull…
You’re in hell now Bille; And I shall follow.
It’s where we belong. Together we shall burn.
Just remember…
Tell me why it had to end up this way?
You’re gone and the few scattered pictures are all I have to remember you. I made it this way. Everything I did led up to this; because everything I did was wrong. I had to confront you; I had to get in your face to prove to you once and for all. And see what that did? That ruined everything. That made it possible for you to leave easier and with less, or if any, guilt.
What was it you called me… A “piece of trash”? I think those were the right words. If not; then I must be hard of hearing. I remember that coming from your lips. The lips I had thought so perfect, filled with contempt and anger. I never got to ask you where the anger came from. So now, I decided, would be the perfect time to ask you. Now, while I have the chance.
If you refuse to answer me, so be it. But know that I will always be there at the back of your mind. A simple shadow in the darkness; always reminding you. Answer now Billie; answer now before you’re chance is over. There are no second shots; not one more tries. Life only goes one way Bill, like a current pulling you out to sea. Don’t fight it, it shall fight back; don’t try and beat it, it hits harder; don’t try and save yourself, you shall only drown faster.
I’m drowning Billie; remember those pills you found? The “Advil”. You were right in suspecting something was wrong; everything was wrong. They were my life preserver, my only stop from drowning. You’re watching my final descent you know; the last stop before hell. If I go down, you’re coming down with me. If I ride the last train to oblivion, you shall be there at my side. Are you ready Billie? The time has come for the ride, and you are coming with me. Watch this Billie. It’s a magic trick; that’s right. Harmless. Watch me closely; wait for a surprise to appear. Are you ready for the surprise Billie; ready for the time of your life?
Illumination; stars Billie, stars and a roar. It’s all that’s left. Remember that now. Remember the bullet hole in your skull…
You’re in hell now Bille; And I shall follow.
It’s where we belong. Together we shall burn.
Just remember…