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Post by TABBY on Oct 16, 2005 19:55:42 GMT -5
ho....ly.......mother.....fucking......shit.......
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American Idiot
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Post by trish on Oct 16, 2005 20:38:33 GMT -5
So.... you like it??? lol i'll have more tomarrow!lol -Trish
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American Idiot
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Post by trish on Oct 17, 2005 17:49:48 GMT -5
Ok... so this isn't much but'i i'm still working on other parts.... lol...
Finally I cracked. “You have his name! That’s all you need isn’t it???” I laughed. My father threw Adam to the floor. Holding my arm a tear came into my eye. Phil backed away as my father motioned his head to do so. “Don’t you go near him!!!!” I warningly screamed at my father. He laughed. “ And how is going to stop me? You? You might have heart trouble.” He laughed. “Your doctor called, kid.” he said. “I know the story.” I watched as my dad pushed Adam back to the floor, as he walked out of the room. “If you Touch him I swear to god I’ll have your head.” I screamed as I ran to the door.” He just turned and smiled at me. he walked closer and pushed me down. With out thinking I grabbed the knife thatwashalf out of his pocket and slash the side of his face open. He ushed me down once again. Into the floor, and left. Matt rushed over to me. Anger was burning inside of me. Hell was nothing to what I could have gave to my father now. A passionate hatred burned in my heart, as I watched the blood dripped from the cut. Tears fell out of my eyes. Not even Death would disappoint me more than to have Billie dead. I felt my heart begin to race as I got up. Holding my arm gingerly. Matt tried to pull me back but I ran through. I ran out of the house tears falling from my face. A screaming voice was exploding in my mind. My feet hit the pavement. Blood still slowly dripping from my hand. Tears ran furiously in to my eyes. I ran to Billie’s house. He answered the door. “What the hell?” he said as he pulled me into the house. “What… what happened?” he demanded. I shook my head with anger. “ It was your father” he shout. “ Crystal, it’s gone to far!!” she said as he raced to the phone. “Billie, NO!!!” I shouted and ran to him. “ You can’t… “ I looked at him in the eyes. “What?” he demeaned. “ Don’t you don’t know my dad!!! You don’t know what he would do!!” “If this keeps up you’re going to be dead!” “Billie either way that’s going to happen!!!!!!” I cried. He looked at me. “What?” “Either way I am going to die and either way my father will get revenge on you!!!” “Billie just please stay away from him!! Never let him have a chance to hurt you!!” I began to cry harder and Billie tried to calm me down, but I pushed away. I couldn’t help this feeling of hopelessness. He tried to grab my arms and calm me but I pushed him back and ran out the door. Billie chased me. I ran as fast as I could until my knees gave and I fell face first into the graved. My jeans were ripped and blood from a scare was trickling through the hole. I slammed my hands on the ground with a rush of anger. I screamed. Tears running down my face. My heart was running. Billie came and wrapped his arms around me and held me down. “Crystal calm down!!!” he whispered into my ear. “Crystal please… every thing is fine.” Billie helped me to my feet. I wrapped my arms around him. “Billie just please tell me that you won’t go near my father.” He kissed my cheek. “I promise crystal, nothing is going to happen.” It began to rain, the thunder raced through my veins as we walked back to Billie’s house,
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American Idiot
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Post by trish on Oct 25, 2005 18:17:30 GMT -5
We walked in his house; my hair was dripping with water. And I was shivering. I was still not talking much. I just held Billie hand. Helped me fix my cuts. My jeans weren’t wet but my shirt had gotten drenched. I was wearing one of Billie’s old t-shirts as we sat on his couch together. We sat their no t.v or anything. I was still replaying the earlier events in my mind. It was as if I couldn’t escape the feeling of losing everything around me.
It was 2 a.m when I finally had to snap out of it. I Billie was in the kitchen with a cigarette Sticking out of his mouth and a bottle of beer in front of him. “Billie.” I said slowly. “You really shouldn’t smoke.” I smiled, He quickly took it of his mouth and pounded it into and ashtray. “Sorry.” He said quietly. I shrugged and put my arms around him. “How are you?” He said softly. “I’m alright.” I said, “I “m just worried. I don’t want anyone to get hurt.” “Why is anyone going to get hurt.” He turned around and looked at me. I shrugged. “My father.” I said softly.
He stood up and wrapped his arms around me. before I could do anything he pulled he close to him and looked at me. “Crystal, I would never do any thing to hurt you.” He looked me in the eyes. His eyes I would never forget. I kissed him lightly on the lips. Billie pulled me in again. He pressed his mouth into mind. I felt his tongue Travel through my mouth. We broke apart both out of breath when I realized this was where I wanted to be… nowhere else. Billie looked at me for a second before he kissed me again on the cheek. “I love you.” Whispered into my ear. That was the first time anyone had ever said that to me, and mean it. “I love you to.” I smiled at him. And kissed him again. This time is was passionate. I felt his hands go up my spine. I put my hand around his neck as he gave a passionate moan. I felt his and go up my shirt and his warm hand against my skin. He looked at me as if asking me to go on. I nodded as he raised my shirt above my head, and the night was lost to love. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ok Ok.. so this part is short... my computer sucks so... yea but... i'll hae more!!! Thak you for reading it! --Trish
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Post by TABBY on Oct 26, 2005 5:56:43 GMT -5
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American Idiot
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Post by trish on Nov 4, 2005 18:26:46 GMT -5
Ello!!!! I have another update.... sorry it took me so long... but hur it is... - Tricia
The next morning I woke up next Billie wearing only his t-shirt and his arm around me. I smiled at him. I was still raining from last night, and there was a low rumble of thunder every now and then. I always liked the rain, it was so peaceful. Billie looked so calm asleep, and nothing was wrong. It was simple. It was then that I really found out how much I did love him. He opened his eyes. I smiled at him. “Good morning “ he muttered as he leaned over and kissed me. “Hello” I said softly. “ What time is it?” he mumbled sleepily. “I looked at his clock by his bed, wow it was only 5; 30. “Its only five thirty” I said. “Wow.” He mumbled quietly. “What time did we finally go to sleep?” he asked. “I have no idea.” I laughed. He smiled. When my cell phone began to ring. I sat up and looked around till I found my jeans lying on the floor right next to the bed. My cell phone going off in one of the pockets, It was my house, but I knew it wasn’t my dad, he didn’t know the number. “Hello?” I mumbled softly. “Crystal, where the hell are you?” my mother yelled through the phone. “I’m over a friends.” I said pulling the phone away from his yelling. “I’ve been trying to call you all night.” She screamed through the phone. I did remember my phone ringing, but, well, I didn’t answer. And I wasn’t explaining to my mother why. “Sorry, I passed out.” I defended. “And why dose it matter to you?” I demanded. “The only time you care what the hell was going on with me, mat and Adam. Is when it’s convenient for you.” “Crystal I’m trying please just stops yelling at me.” “What ever.” I sighed. “Now why did you call me?” “I called to remind you that you have a doctors appointment today at 7:oo.” “I know.” I lied. “Well don’t be late and do you know where your father is?” I hung the phone before I answered. I wasn’t going to talk about him. I laid back done next to Billie. “What was that about” he asked.” “Nothing I just have a doctors appointment to day.”
I knew to day would have to be when I told Billie… he had to know. I hadn’t told anyone, not even Matt, or Mike. But I would have to eventually.
At about six Fifteen I stared to get dressed. Billie I think was barely coherent. But he did eventually roll off the bed a try to find his clothes. He was going to drive me to mikes to get my car.
I walked into the doctor’s office a little pass seven thirty. It took a while to say Good by to Billie.
The doctor walked into the room. “Hello Crystal.” He said happily. “Hey.” “How have you been feeling?” “Just fine.” I said. “Well that’s good.” He said as he walked over ant took a look at his clipboard. “Well when you had fallen a few weeks ago, I took a sample of your blood.” He said slowly. I looked at him. “Well I sent it in to see about your condition, crystal, it has grown, your heart is getting weaker by the day.” I started to bite my nails with discomfort. “Crystal, we knew this would happen eventually.” “How long do I have?” I asked stopping my self from crying. He sighed slowly. “ A few months, six max.” “Why?” I asked slowly. “What isn’t there an injection or something???” my breathing Quickened. “Isn’t there anything you can do?” “Crystal, I’m sorry, there’s nothing that can stop it.” I held my face in my hands. I stood up and walked out into the parking lot where the rain was still coming down. I washed the tears from my eyes as I got in my car and drove home.
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Post by TABBY on Nov 4, 2005 18:42:56 GMT -5
so much drama. please update! ;D
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American Idiot
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Post by trish on Dec 25, 2005 23:06:22 GMT -5
lol... ok... so muggles... lol.. jk... i have another update for those of you who actually read and comment... so.... have fun reading the last chapter...
I walked in to find Matt on the computer, my mother passed out on the couch, and Adam sitting at the table drawing. I walked up to my room and started to cry, I held my pillow close to my body. Looking around remembering life, and what life used to be like. The pictures on my wall, family and friends and there was now one of Billie and me, when they were playing at a bar down the road. I was lost… confused and scared. How was I supposed to tell every one?” or whom was I going to tell. I stayed in my room for the rest of the day until I realized I had to go talk to Billie. Zena said she would pick me up at around nine, to go see Billie, Mike And Tre play at a bar across town. I decided I was going to make this the Night, just to have fun and let go. I wore one of my spaghetti strap tank tops and a pairs of my ripped up jeans. And I wore my hair down, which I haven’t done I a while. I looked at my self in my mirror. I never thought this would happen to me. I never thought this is how I would die, when I was 18, and when I actually found someone I love.
Ellie came at nine forty five and we were gone. “What’s up?” she asked as she turned down her blaring radio. “nuttin..” I said as I turned off my phone so noone can call me. “Guess what???” she said smiling. “What?” I asked. “Me and tre!!!” she exclaimed. I laughed she was really excited. “I spent the night at his house the other night… and he wants me to go on tour with him.” She said smiling happily. “That’s good!” I said. “And …” she looked at me smiling. “ I heard about you and Billie!” she laughed. I laughed. “You guys are pretty serious then, right?” I shrugged. “I guess.” She hit me on the side of the head. “Do you love him?” she asked. I knew the answer to this question before she asked it, and it was yes. “Yes.” I said. “So are you?” she asked. “Am I what?” “Are you going on tour with him?” This did bring shock to me. I froze for a minute. And I remembered the night when Billie had asked me, but I didn’t realize it was for sure. So I lied. “He didn’t ask me to.” I said with a shaky voice. She nodded. “Well would you?” “I would, yes, but I don’t know if I’d be able.” “Why?” I wasn’t going to be talking about this to her, I couldn’t yet. I wanted to talk to Billie. “Listen… I don’t want to talk about it tonight.” Ellie rolled her eyes. “Fine!” she said as she parked on the street. I rolled my eyes.
We walked inside a very dark Building that seemed to be full of smoke, and the sound of loud music. It was packed. Billie was up on stage singing and playing his guitar next to Mike and Tre. He quickly found me in the crowd that was moshing around me. He smiled at me. I smiled back. God he was hot.
A few minutes later Billie came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around me. I turned around to face him. I kissed him until Mike so rudely hit me over the head with Ellie’s purse.
“How did it go at the doctors” he asked as he lit a cigarette. “It…” I nodded. “It went okay, but I have tot talk to you later. Billie nodded suspiciously, as he took a drag on his cigarette. “You know I hate it when you smoke” I said as I put my arm around his waist. “Sorry… its just one.” he said happily. I rolled my eyes. “ What time do you have to be home?” he asked. I thought for a moment…” when ever I want to go.” He smiled… He had to go back on stage. They were brilliant. They were gonna be big. They played for about 2 hours till another band came in. Tre walked up to me playfully. I think he had a bit too much to drink due to the fact he was singing boy gorge and dancing like a ballerina next to Ellie; Billie didn’t drink that much, well not as much as Tre. But he did smoke a lot. He always said it was his nerves… I felt bad for him. He came up to me and pressed his body against mine, with his arms around my waist. I started to laugh. I looked around and notice Ellie and Tre were gone. They were such dorks. (he he sorry lena!) The rest of the night we listened to the other bands and at around 2, we decided it was about time to leave. When we got out of the club. It was like an oven. It was a great night though. Billie was chasing Tre around the parking lot Ellie walked up to me. “Hey me and Tre are gonna go Mikes you and Billie want to come?” “I don’t think so… in really have to talk to him.” She nodded. “More fun for me.”
I went back to Billie’s with him. We were both a little out of it. I was really tired too. When we got to Billie’s his mom was in the kitchen on the phone, so me and Billie snuck upstairs in to his room. I laid down on the bed. Billie quickly laid down next to me. “Hey do you remember when I asked you if you’d go on tour with me?” he asked as he took my hand in his. I knew he was going to ask this. I saw it coming but… I nodded. “Well it worked out and we’re planning to tour the beginning of June. And I want to know if you would come with me.” My heart sank, how could I tell him? How do you tell someone you love that you can’t be with them because of death? I took a deep breath. “Billie that’s what I wanted to talk to you about…” He looked at me. “Billie I haven’t told you the truth…I haven’t told anyone… but now I have to…” “What…?” Billie asked. “Billie I can’t go on tour with you…” I said as a tear burned in my eyes. “What…why?” he looked sad. “ Billie… when I was a baby… something with my health went wrong…and it hurt me pretty bad…” Billie looked confused. “So… what dose that have to do with now?” “Billie my heart is weak…and that’s why I passed out that day…” He just shook his head as he looked at me. ”Billie… eventually, my heart is going to give out, and…” I think he knew what I was saying. “But your only eight teen!” he said. I nodded…” I know but my heart isn’t.” “But then they can’t tell when, right?” I took another deep breath. “ I have about six months.” I said as a tear rolled down my eye. Billie shook his head. “Crystal…” he started. I started crying… (My god. do you think there is enough crying in this story?) Billie pulled me close to him; he wrapped his arms tightly around me… There we were… I cried into his shoulder… Breathing in the news he kissed my neck. “Crystal I will always love you.”
O June 7th 1991 Billie left crystal to go on the tour that would change his life forever. He eventually moved away, and did get married to Adrienne. They had two children. . Billie had kept in touch about four years until one day in the Mail he got a letter from Crystal’s brother inviting him back to morn the passing of Crystal Diamond Skulton. Billie was crushed when he first read it. I knew it was going to eventually happen but not … well he didn’t want tot face it. And after all of the years he tried to accept it, and move on he couldn’t. The letter read…
Mr. Billie Joe Armstrong.
Billie you might not remember me, but I’m crystals brother, Adam. I knew you were probably one of the people in this world that knew her better that every one. And I hope you can please come to the funeral. I’m sorry I couldn’t talk to you in person but things happen as they will.
Sincerely, Matt Skulton.
Billie Was planning to leave for tour that day but he, Tre and Mike, knew they had to go to the funeral. They barely talked the whole way there…Adrienne had stayed with they’re Kids. And she didn’t really feel comfortable.
They arrived the day of. They went to crystals house. It was the same way they remembered it…trashed slowly rotting away. They walked up to the door and was greeted by who they thought would be Matt. He was much more grown up than the Kid sitting in that backseat of Crystal’s old car, on the first day of their graduating year. Matt tried to smile at him. But just nodded and opened the door. “I’m sorry.” He said as they walked in. Billie looked at him… “Me too” The silence wasn’t working… “So how have you been?’ Mike finally asked. Matt nodded. “What about your mum and dad?” “My mum is in jail, and my dad… well he’s dead.” “I’m sorry” Tre said. “It doesn’t bother me… its their fault we have to do this today.”
Mike and tre were talking to Matt. So Billie decided to walk up to Crystals room one last time. It was just how he remembered it, Posters covering the walls, and a picture of her and Billie at one of their older shows. And there on her night stand was and envelop With Billie’s name on it. Billie looked at it as he sat on her bed. His thought of her was soon broken when mike called up to him. They had to go to the graveyard. Billie quickly took the Picture of them and the envelope and as he left the room took another breath of what used to be. All he way in the car to the graveyard Billie stared at the picture and remembered her. The love he had for her and the hope she would one day be his. How quickly she was taken away from him. He remembered how her hair was so dark and brought out the lovely ness in her eyes. They way she used to love the rained and how warms she felt when he held her close. Her beauty was incredible. And his love for her… How passionate. And then, because of her death it ended. The service was sad. Not many people. Just her Brothers, Billie, Mike, Tre, and Crystal’s friend Ellie, who was very happy to see us, She ever did go on tour with Tre… she stayed with Crystal. The priest said the prayers and now Billie was the only one there standing next to the coffin. A single red rose in his hand.
Billie opened the envelope to find the last letter he would ever read from Crystal. It read. Billie, These thoughts in my head… I remember you… I remember the things… the life that was… I can’t help but regret so much.. I can’t help but wish fate didn’t knock on my door. I know your married now… and that you have kids… I’m really happy for you too and I don’t want you to look into the past. Your life is great now. And I’ll watch over you. So take care of your self… and your family.
At tear rolled down Billie’s eye as he dropped the rose onto the coffin. He loved Crystal. But fate happened, and now he had to face it. He knew he had a family now, and that he had to walk away, but still Crystal would always be in his heart. He looked up o the sky and somehow just knew Crystal was watching him, and he swore he heard the words I love you whispered in his ear before he left the grave of Crystal Diamond. . I hope you poeple liked it.. if you didn't i'm sorry... thank you for reading, and if i write another i hope you read that too.! Merry holidays!!! -Trish
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